Trusting God can be difficult. We’re caught up in our lives, trying to figure out how we got here, why we’re put in the situations we’re in, thinking that God is somewhere else, MAYBE helping someone else. What am I? Why isn’t this life easier right now?
For anyone in my position, perhaps it would be hard to trust God. There’s a lot of things I don’t understand, but I can choose to trust anyway. I’ve chosen to search out the good and some things just arise and you see His hand in it.
There was one morning I was going to work and I was really struggling with the diagnosis and the thought of possibly losing Dad. A song was playing and I just couldn’t turn the radio station. The words were pulling me in and I was so emotional. It felt like it was written from a place in my own heart. I needed that song.
That song was Way Maker by Leland. It told of attributes of God I desperately needed to hear. Way maker. Miracle worker. Promise keeper. Light in the darkness. MY GOD. It told of the truth that… His Name is above cancer. It was so personal to me. Cancer is what has taken so many loved ones and this past year it took my Dad.
This is where that trust comes in.
Cancer took my Dad, but I trust God has a plan for good to come from all this.
When I’m feeling low or just needing that reminder that my Heavenly Father has it all taken care of, I turn to a playlist consisting of two songs. It’s called Trust in His Ways. Way Maker by Leland is one of the songs and the other is See a Victory by Elevation Worship. These songs help me get through rough patches in my day. They bring me to more tears sometimes even while pushing me to trust God more with all my burdens right now. God is my way maker and I will see a victory through Him.